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I've been immersing myself in heavy, inspirational quotes of late, surfing tumblr and inpirational-quotes.info for hours on end, and I've come to realise the therapeutic value of these lovely, often simple, but awesomely meaningful quotes (:

I give you an example,
As I grow to understand life less and less,I learn to love it more and more.
Jules Renard

Oh, I like this one,
The greatest results in life are usually attained by simple means and the exercise of ordinary qualities. These may for the most part be summed in these two: common-sense and perseverance.
Owen Feltham

I know they sound really simple and you might be thinking, aiyo shouldn't you alr know all this by now?

Well sometimes when you're feeling this much stress at one go, you really need some self-assurance, from whatever the source.

I really have to step up my game, no more slacking D:

jiayouuu everyone! (: and go visit the aforementioned sites for the quotes, they really really help you go back on track when you're feeling insane or derailed after a day of crazy-shitass studying.

loves (:

TIME REALLY 'FRIES', and I'm alr a beaming, proud HWACHONG graduate(:

Grad Night felt so surreal, watching Apollo classes' montage after montage, person after person going up stage to get the adorable HCbear, waiting our turn to watch our montage and go up stage - 6V's always the last! :X

Took millions of pictures with 6V and FACCOMM and random people and everything was just a blur. I didn't know whether to feel happy or sad or stressed (As in 2 wks zomg) all I knew was that I was going to miss this batch of lovely people who have really given me so much over the past 2 years.

6V - you guys are the main reason why I pull myself out of bed, day after day, despite my huge urges to wanna pon sch and slp in (and get 4 demerit pts for truancy! ): ), I don't know how to put it really, but there's just something magical that binds us all tgt and which makes every single day so fun-filled, memorable and all-round lovely(: To my haojiemeis and brother and LJJ and PL and PWgrpmates and manymany others, thankyou for everything, really ((((: I love you guys very very much and I am really proud to have been ur CT Rep these past 2 yrs (:

FC - words really can't describe how I feel about the 17 of us ((((((((: we don't rly have chances to meet up that often (unless we're planning events or sth) but rly, its once again that special bond within us! :D seeing you guys at random junctures in the day and just giving each other pats on the backs - HAHA lovely precious memories which bring :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD to my face HAHA (: more imptly, I think we've all done a goodjob in bringing APOLLO to greater heights, APOLLO FTW (: thankyou APOLLOFC juniors who helped out during grad day! (: I rmb how val and i were on the stage shuffling bears last yr HAHA(: JIAYOU, and keep the apollo spirit burning (((: To Fc0809, thankyou for always taking time and effort to read my freaking lengthy smses and minutes and emails, ((((: I will always be your proud Sec-Treas (:

MS CHEN and all our tutors, J1 and J2, THANKYOU (: without ur love and patience, we wouldn't have come this far :D Let us show you how appreciative we are of you through our Alvl results k(:

There are so many more people who are so impt to me ((: People like howard, my OG MATE (((: he's like a super sugar-coated candy who's always smiling and waving and brightening up my days in HC (: Always encouraging me, pushing me on ((((: To you, dear howard, i owe unlimited thanks (((((((: JIAYOU FOR UR OXFORD INTERVIEW NEXT THURS (:

JIEYANG :DDDDDDDDDDD Actl i forgot how i knew you! :D was it through REVERSE when you were emcee or through weisheng HAHA. (: Aiyah doesn't matter! :D This guy is a super gentlemanly person and he's my sweetheart (hahaha internal joke). :DDDDDDDDD must jiayou for As and all tt okay! :D

Okayyyyy im siffering from brain block now so i can't rmb any more people but really, THANKYOU HWACHONG FOR THESE 2 YEARS (: Though I won't lie and say I feel a greater sense of belonging to HC than RV (RV is still, and will always be, my number 1 home), the friends I've made and relationships forged are really priceless and AHHHH I LOVE YOU GUYS, ALL OF YOU :D

OHMYGOD and i'ld like to make a public apology to Mr Ang, our Principal, whose hand i forgot to shake on stage ytd! Zomg, I was too elated and BLINDED by the flashlights I really missed you completely! Sorry Mr Ang! You're a great principal, and we'll rmb you for so many different reasons (: HAHA ohyeaaa the GOH's my dad's uni classmate! :D

okay so anyw, wheeeeeeeee. :D now's the last lap, everyone gear up and CHION FULL STEAM AHEAD :D

JIAYOU J2s, WO MEN XING DE. (((:

NOTE TO SELF:

Thiamjiamin, if you're going to continue slacking ur time away doing irrelevant (to acad) things all day and worrying abt boys and ur weight, you can srsly kiss ur future and dreams goodbye!

It's not just about yourself anymore, if you continue doing what you're doing, you're going to be letting down mama, papa, Ms Chen, and all the people who have faith in you and who have set their BETS on you! You selfish pig, can't you see? STUDY!

It's sian, but cmon, everyone else is doing it, ur seniors have done it! What makes you so special! STUDY, GO WITH THE FLOW, DO IT LIKE HOW YOU DID FOR OLVLS!

Don't lose faith, don't lose momentum, and never ever give up no matter how bad prelim results are! you must go on cus you don't have time! Like tongzi says, NO TIME TO LOSE, POWER UP...(and explode, NA).

You don't want to be the only person crying next yr when results are released.

Okay that's optimistic jiamin typing haha! Honestly, i feel rly demoralised knowing i've done horrid for so many of my subjects (according to ms chen and other sources) and i rly rly rly rly rly find it hard to find the strength to go on. i need someone's shoulder to lean/cry on. ):

anywwwwwwwwww, zomg at least ive got stuff to look forward to!:D my farmilie's NZ trip at the end of this yr! (((((((((((((: ZOMGGG NZ :D I just read the itinerary for our whopping 11D 9N stay at NZ :D it's rly going to be my first in-touch-with-nature and doing-cool-stuff vacation cus instead of doing normal stuff like shopping, im gonna be frolicking in lush greenery and checking out geysers and bungee-jumping wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :DDDDDDDDDDDDD best of all, my dad engaged a private tour guide HOHO so that means no sharing of stuff (food etc etc) with bigbig tour grps! :D my family's gonna be braving NZ, alone (with the tour guide tt is) in a cool van :D WHEEEEEEEE MUST DO WELL AND HAVE A FAB TIME IN NZ (:

of course, with 6V POST ALVLS WILL BE SO ROCKING AWESOME :D

HAHAHAHA TODAY WAS OUT OF THIS WORLD FUN - haven't had fun like this for so long! :D

Today I just threw away my inhibitions to the wind, let my hair down (literally) and just had FUN with pals! :D
HOHO! :D

Woke up at 11am to realise that mokzy, yanqi and jinlong were coming over to my hse in less than 30 minutes so I quickly got up and started packing my room! :D meiting joined us shortly after an outing with her friends (mmmm!) and we had buckets and pails of fun being entertained by zhenyang's and meiting's magic tricks! HAHAHA yanqi and i were rly slow at getting the gist but tts alright, cus mokzy was kind enough to reveal his tricks HAHAHA so now i got some of his skill and im damn proud of it! :DDDDDDDDDDDD if i see you in sch and you happen to be holding cards im gonna show you! :D

Went to pizza hut afterward, curry-zazzled and came back to do abit of math before going SWIMMING :D HAHAHA ULTIMATE FUN I TELL YOU! :D

It was kind of dark by the time we jumped into the pool so there was this mysterious mood LOL. :D HAHAHAHA we jumped ard, mediatated, raced, pulled each others' legs from under the water in futile attempts to imitate chaba, played truth or dare (HAHAHAH), and jinlog learnt how to swim freestyle! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HAHAHAHA bathed and went home after tt, v v v v v fun! :D

Really tired out now, prob going to slp in ard 20 minutes! :D I had a gr8 gr8 time with my pals today! Zomg this entry resembles some pri sch kid's journal recount, pardon me for the poor eng and terrible expressions and punctuation errors cus too tried/lazy to think! :D HAHAHA RECOUNT IN ITS RAWEST AND PUREST FORM :D

LOVE YOU GUYS MOKZY YANQI MEITING JINLONG! :D HAHAHAA go home rest well uh! :D and mok im waiting to see more of ur zai tricks! :D

HAHAHA of course, i love all you guys out there, from 6V, from HC, from RV and i just wanna say JIAYOUUUU to all the J1s out there for their promos! :DDDDDDDDDDD JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! :D also jiayou to J2s who have started mugging! :D hahaha okay i gotta start soon too!:D

PEACE! :D